Ash_Builds

The worst mistakes of my life have been chasing girls maybe. I went after two girls and that have really been a very terrible experience for me mentally as well emotionally. 

I wanted girls that were much more high status then what maybe i deserved , as a result i had to go through severe rounds of self deprecation. To be honest, I don't even think it was love, it was just a sad and lonely guy who wanted to be seen and maybe felt a bit valued. My immature 20 year old self felt that maybe getting a cool girlfriend will make me cool too.a

Maybe I will be respected more, maybe i will be popular as the other couples.

My career, studies, health - mental, physical and emotional, focus, everything had been ruined for chasing the wrong people. Wrong people can really turn your life completely, in ways you can't even imagine. 

The biggest problem is that i knew, the entire time, in my gut that it was the wrong thing to do.

Copying someone's else plan, or way of doing things can really not workout for you sometimes. The best thing is to listen to that little voice inside your head, the one that's very hard to hear sometimes, when we are completely surrounded by the noise around us.

The last thing that i can say, is to be maybe more focused, or as stings says ' Be yourself, no matter what they say' and don't let social media or other people dictate your life values for you.